Was in silence for a while. Have not been pouring out what I went through since my last post. I am trying to evaluate what I have gone through in life, what I am going through now and how I will prepare myself for the days to come.
At times I can take all the blows and brush it aside by thinking positively. But I began to realized that I am only human and it is alright to have an outburst. It is alright to cry. It is alright to feel bad. Because by crying, by releasing all the anger then one is able to feel better about themselves and move on.
I once know a person whom I regard as my best friend. My confidant. That person gave back the same quality. As we go through the years, that person chose to find some other best friends in order to fill the gap I could not fill whenever I was not around or occupied with other things. But I never said I could not fill. I just had to be away in order to appreciate that person more. That person did not understand....but I have to move on. I move on for the sake of the friendship, love and care I have for that person. And hope that person knows I will always be around.
It is every person's wish that they are given a chance and make the best out of it. I have that chance and I am making the best out of it. If only that person sees the same....life would be more wonderful and blessed!
